Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Do I care????

tak faham tol ak dengan sumone neh..

sangop inbox aku kat muke buku semate2 nak cakap
"kalau nak buat benda baik xpayah laa tunjuk"

HELLO!!!!??? do I care what u think??

im not said dat ak mmg nak tunjuk baik..

just dat it is my intention..

patot ke sedara seislam ak mempertikaikan keinginan perubahan aku?

WTH laa...

ak x kenal ko..

and ak rasa ko pn x kenal aku..

ko terasa dengan status aku ke?? pe kene mengena beb...

de ke ak mention name ko??

i dont think so...

sooooo.............



just back OFF ok..






p/s: Nasib harini aku pose, kalu dak.. sme seranah ak letak... u make me sick. daaa..  x.o.x.o

Monday, July 26, 2010

I wish.. (T__________T)

i wish..

if i cud juz can back in time..

where the moment..

i can feel u...

can touch u...

to hold u...





it's juz the moment i saw u...


my heart beating fast.. and faster...

the sound of urs make me nerve....



oh GOD...



u r the gr8 one ..



mr EOS 550D.. ;))



*winkwink*






p/s: im waiting till 27 years old to have this from my loved one.. ;)




Saya mengantok~~

Tak tahu nak cakap camne...
Nilah prasaan aku hari2 ketika berada di ofis...
nak kate xckup tdo..
ckup je..
at least 6-7 hours tuh ok lah for adult person cam aku..




kenapa jadi camni ek?
xckup vitamin ke..


yang peliknya.. time bukak FB ke.. celik je mate..
ke mmg lumrah camtu??












p/s : kdg2 rasa cam nak bawak bantal soberi n simut je.. nak sleep2... ahahaha.. ;))

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Dear blog...(T_______T)

 Dear Blog,

I dont know how to express myself right now.
my feeling rite now.
if i can juz said one word to myself it's only lasting for a couple of hours.
i'm down rite now, yup.
its getting harder for me each of the day.


Dear Blog,

If i can just said it out loud, it wud b the best part ever.
but i cant.
it shut down to my heart.
i learn from my mistake.
and i regret it.

Dear Blog,


Last nite was the perfect day after sometime i didnt feel my day.
thanks to my dearie abby and her boyfie for gven me this feeling again.
but, deep down instead of smile is a pain.
wut sud i do.
does it worst? or it juz a common simptom?

Dear Blog,


YES! i'm afraid to know it.
NO! i dont want to know it.
but, i have to know it.

Dear Blog,


Where sud i put this pain tru?
is this the punishment for me in such the things i had done?



Dear Blog, 


I'm ashamed to admit i am afraid.
yup. i am.
it make me so nervous to know the truth.

DEAR ALLAH,


Please give me strength to walk tru this pain.
the test u give me it so difficult..
but i know....
"TUHAN menguji hamba-NYA mengikut keimanannya"


Dear All,


Thanks for reading this.
and I am afraid..





p/s: ngantok laa plak kan time neh.. keh3...

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Percubaan

Percubaan..


Iye tu laa percubaan pertama saye.. ehehehe... menggunakan underline code di blog.. huhuhu.. teruja sungguh diriku.. ;)

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Saya nak Awak buley???!!!!

Setiap malam saya rindukan awak...

1st time jumpe awak saye da tahu awaklah "the one" tuk saya..

adakah awak rasa sama mcam yang saya rasa??



inikah dinamakan cinta pandang pertama?




emm...



rasa ingin memiliki sangat kuat....


curangkah aku??















tak kowt sebab saya nak awak wahai vivaz pro... kekekeke...









;)

my morning.. ;)

harini masuk ofis cam biasa... 8.32pagi..

letak beg kat meja.. jalan g punch card.. (trettt.. trettt..)

dalam hati berdetik, awal gak ak datang selalu.. ;)

then jalan balik ke meja semula.. tap tap. bukak suis komputer..

on PC..

tgu loading os..


perut bunyik... kruttt.. kruttt...

sandar kat kusi sambil pegang perut..


(dalam hati "lapar lah")



klik kat mouse.. (internet xplorer)

open facebook and webmessenger...


pastu keyin email and pasword..



tgu loading...............


















okeh tu laa rutin hidup ku di waktu pagi.... ;)











Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Tbe2 jew~~~

xtawu nape...

tbe2 aku rasa murung..

ak happy berada disini..

envi yang best..

rakan2 yang sekepala..

tapi ak rasa kosong..

ak rasa rindu pada subjek2 yang ku pelajari...



ak ingin kembali ke aliran ku sebenar...




"somewhere i belong"





p/s: mood lindu nak guleng2 kat tanah.. ;(

Last minute????!!!!!!

Ak rasa everyone mst slalu berdepan dgn situasi cam topik aku tuh kan...

even ak sendiri pon..

bole dikategorikan sbg last minute person la..

but actually

bg aku laa de pro and con nye msok kategori neh..

for example:

pro: kalo wat keje lambat, idea mencurah2 sebab kite push idea utk kuar..
con: emm.. kalo time tuh mmg xde idea.. xmenjawab nak push camne?? gile laa plak kan..


so, kalo pk2 balik..

bg y berkategori diatas jgn lah suke menjadi kategori spt berikut..

sbb

kita xtawu tersurat dan tersirat yang ditentukan tok kite...


bak kate pepatah

"sediakan umbrella sblom rain"


:)

Monday, July 12, 2010

Spontan ~~

okeh..
harini saye sangat spontan kerana...












tekak saye sangat teringinkan benda itu...



jadi saye berlari pergi ke kedai segera tok menunaikan janji kepada tekak saye.





lalalala~~



sangat seronok..


;)




p/s: baru lepas mkn paddle pop sambil nyanyi2... "paddle pop (yeah).. paddle pop (yeah).. super duper yummy"...

Loye kowttt~~

perghhh... sumpah ahh...

ak xnak makan situ lagi...

weii makcik ko xreti ke nak buang bulu ayam sebelom masak..

kot yang tinggal bulu tu skit xpe..

gile byk...

loyeee kowtt ak tgk masakan ko...

sumpah ahh..

ak xnak makan kat situ lagik..


p/s: tlg laa jgn jadik pengotor.. bg owg makan tapi pengotor.. pehhh..

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Sad day....

Yerp, sy sgt sedeh harini, hati sy rasa sperti dihancurkan...
perasaan y penah ku lalui dahulu.. perlukah berulang lagi???

sayang..
ku ingin kau tahu.. setiap perbuatan ku punyai batasan..
 ku hormati segala permintaan mu.. 
  but... 
why u said dat word??? 

da word dat once make us separate....
Aku sayang kamu sedalamnya..
perlukah kamu melukai aku sedalam ini...
perlukah kamu menghancurkan harapan ku seperti ini..


apa jua salah ku.. 
ku mohon maaf...

ku tidak mahu perasaan ini lagi...
perasaan yang akan membunuh ku....